As I have thought more about the reality of the situation, maybe its not such a negative thing to feel a bit "homeless." I guess it depends on one's worldview. For me, this life is extremely temporary in its current form. The totality of it compared to the next reality is infinitesimal. To allow oneself to get attached to this place as if it is "home" doesnt seem to make sense given its finite limitations, especially when its compared to the infinite value of what's to come.